This week we spent a good amount of time planning for ZONE MEETING,
where all 30 missionaries that serve in the Beaumont Zone (which
includes...Beaumont, Port Arthur, Fred, Jasper, Woodville, Lumberton,
Sillsbee, Buna, Kountze, etc...lots of area) everyone
meets together and the Zone Leaders and STLs give instruction and
training and all that good stuff. Which meant that I actually had to
participate...it was scary! I am totally fine bearing my testimony in
front of huge groups of people, no problem. But TEACHING
missionaries that know everything and probably more than I do is very
intimidating. Our big activity was that we did a plane simulation, where
we acted like everyone was on the plane going home, contemplating their
missions, etc, then the plane crashed and
we all died. We then split up into different Spirit worlds, and I taught
in Spirit Paradise about FAITH, then we moved on again and I taught in
the Celestial Kingdom about REPENTANCE. interesting though to act out
and ponder what would happen and how we would
feel if we were in those different Kingdoms, it helped ME to really
reflect on if I have done enough with my time on earth (or more
specifically applied, with my time on the mission). Have I sufficiently
exercised my faith, believing that I would receive EVERY
thing I asked for? Have I repented of disobedient and proud actions and
attitudes? Do I do everything I can to help other people exercise THEIR
faith unto repentance? Hermana Andrus and I came up with a list of
questions that we handed out to everyone at the
end of our session, and I will include them, it is a self-evaluation of
sorts to help each of us meditate on how far we have come and where we
are going from here.
-Am I in the process of becoming the person I want to be or am I
standing by and letting other factors determine who I am?
-Do I pray for my circumstances to change or pray for the strength to
impact my circumstances?
-Do I tolerate excuses?
-Do I rationalize and justify?
-Is my attitude "I want" or "I will"?
-Do I run from my weaknesses and hide from my mistakes or do I face them?
-Where is my faith at?
-Is my faith made evident through my works?
-Am I afraid of repentance?
-Do I treat my prayers like a personal interview with my Heavenly Father?
-Do I repent out of a sincere desire to change, or to avoid negative
consequences?
-Do I feel Godly sorrow at knowing I've acted contrary to God's will?
-Do I believe I can be made clean of my sins through the Atonement of
Jesus Christ?
standing by and letting other factors determine who I am?
-Do I pray for my circumstances to change or pray for the strength to
impact my circumstances?
-Do I tolerate excuses?
-Do I rationalize and justify?
-Is my attitude "I want" or "I will"?
-Do I run from my weaknesses and hide from my mistakes or do I face them?
-Where is my faith at?
-Is my faith made evident through my works?
-Am I afraid of repentance?
-Do I treat my prayers like a personal interview with my Heavenly Father?
-Do I repent out of a sincere desire to change, or to avoid negative
consequences?
-Do I feel Godly sorrow at knowing I've acted contrary to God's will?
-Do I believe I can be made clean of my sins through the Atonement of
Jesus Christ?
Those are just a few things to consider. And one of the biggest
reasons that we continually exercise our faith and repeatedly repent is
so that we can enjoy the gift of the Holy Ghost in our lives. In the
Meeting we also explained HOW we as missionaries
can help other people receive that gift in their lives, and also be
baptized and enter the gate! Grandma Senft sent me some very fitting
quotes this week in a letter she wrote me, and it applied exactly to
what we were teaching in Zone Meeting!
"The mission of the Savior is to bridge the way between mortality
and everlasting life. The mission of the Holy Ghost is to direct us,
step by step, across that bridge to exaltation. Both the Savior and the
Holy Ghost share one purpose with the Father,
and that is to save us". -Sister Nancy Murphy
We are so lucky to have the knowledge of the Restored gospel of
Jesus Christ, for that to be our guide! We know who our Heavenly Father
is and that it is His whole work and glory to bring to pass OUR ETERNAL
LIFE. We know the role of Jesus Christ as our
Savior, to make it possible for us to inherit eternal life-- to rise
again after we die and to be cleansed after we fall in sin. We know that
the role of the holy ghost is to guide us through every step of the way
and comfort us.
Christ established His gospel to show us the path!
My purpose right now is to help others come to know that path as
well. My purpose is to invite others to come unto Christ by receiving
His gospel, taking those steps of faith and repentance, entering the
waters of baptism and receiving the gift of the
Holy Ghost! I am so grateful that I know and understand the way, and can
choose every day to follow that path. I am ESPECIALLY grateful for the
opportunity to share with others the peace of conscience that comes from
accepting the gospel and following the Savior.
I love you all! Sorry I didnt talk much about what happened this week, it was crazy!
Everyone is doing really well, we have to push Josue and Daniel and
Armando's baptism back a week, they didn't come to church :( But they
are still doing good!
I love you all SO much!! Hope the birthdays went well!
Have a great week!
Hermana Rogers
Have a great week!
Hermana Rogers